I’m not gonna make a cool “well I didn’t want to tweet anyways” sour grapes speech and I’m not gonna give you a sales pitch. I’m just gonna shake my begging-can at you, and at our many mutual acquaintances.
Please give me money for writing about whatever shit I’m on about at any given time. The same stuff that I would write schizothreads on twitter about. I am going to write them and post them either way. Everything is free and nothing is paywalled. Please give me money anyway.
There’s not going to be an increase in quality or research…
How many different faces can you imagine at one time? Imagine one face. You can visualize it in great detail. Now imagine two faces, side by side. The level of detail suffers, the individual picture is less precise. Imagine 10 faces, imagine 100, imagine 40.000. At what point — at what number, does the faces cease to be faces and revert into symbols? At what point do the individual faces cease to be “individuals” and become an abstraction, a number to be counted?
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In the Serial Killer article, as well as many others, I have used the term “returning to the scene of the crime”, as a metaphor for a kind of physical and psychological behaviour. Here I would like to clarify exactly what I mean by this, and doing so in the most efficient and precise way possible: By telling three stories that function on a sort of vague ethereal Jungian common-unconscious meta-level. That just so happens to also be literally true factual case studies, satisfying the demands of material science.
There is a living record, a direct line of generationally transmitted Truth, but, in the case that there was not — if in some thought experiment of a man in a perfect historical vacuum, or even if the record was lost, it would be entirely possible to reinvent it using only mans capacity for reason and intuition. IF there was no record and Tradition was lost, it could be recreated through pure logic and intuition.
All of Tradition/God/Truth is contained within each human heart, like the entire genetic structure of your body is contained within each cell.
This is not an argument. It is not a formula. Every point relates to every other point. It is not a line, but a picture.
If you are monolingual, start by learning a second language. Not fluently, just the absolute basics of learning a foreign grammar should do it. The experience of saying a sentence to a native speaker of the language. Then, approach everything as if you were learning a foreign language.
Example: You do not understand what the word “God” means. You might think you know what it means: A bearded man in the sky, a giant humanoid…
History will be written by the victors no longer. History will in fact not be written — it will be compiled, automatically. We are now firmly within meta-history. What does this mean?
It means that when you are having an internet fight over politics — questions of value and morality, or even of economics, whenever you are saying anything at all — “history” is not “written” by “whoever won the argument”. “History”, from now on, is which words you will write into a search engine to find the story later.
Example. James Damore. A limpwristed autistic nerd cumbrain who…
I have a recurring motif in my dreams. it’s been happening as long as I can remember. Being inside a tall, 10 floor at least, building — usually living there, either an apartment or a hotel room. And then the building collapses.
it’s related to sociality. the building collapsing is usually the conclusion to some kind of social anxiety or conflict that goes unresolved. an anxiety grows and grows, and in just the last second before I could no longer bear it, I’m distracted by the fact of my impending doom.
Tonight I dreamt about a girl I used to…
I washed dishes so good they offered me a promotion to cooking. Well, cooking and also still cleaning. Still, a step up in the world.
Two of the waitresses like me. I’m older and very tall. That helps. I’m generally well liked there. One of the waiters (male) calls me “young man” and I’m 99% sure we’re the exact same age. I just look weird, because I have pretty eyes, like a girl. One of the cooks is a couple of years younger than me, and when he discovered this fact, it changed our social dynamic a lot.
As mentioned in my relentless self indulgent blogging, I work a lot of jobs right now. The idea was, to move out of the urban hellscape and retvrn/go insane living in the woods. Something I’ve talked about for a long time.
Things were all going smoothly until I suddenly found myself with the amount of liquid cash that, according to the plan, I was first supposed to have in a couple of months. I can’t go into details, but lets just say that every time things in my life seem to go bad, I’m always saved at the last minute…
Recent changes in the recruitment approach from military institutions and “intelligence agencies” have caused much clickbait. Case in point, starting out writing this, and wanting to find the CIA recruitment add I wanted to reference in the intro as an excuse to talk about what I want to talk about, I searched a search engine for the terms “woke cia ad”.
This is furthermore a nice little example of “they don’t want to win they just want you to play their game” — they want you to use the word “woke”. It doesnt matter if you “hate it”. as long…