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dream diary 1
Looking for something in a hardware store, and finding it too expensive for my budget, and due to a weird dream misunderstanding, I end up signing up for a psychological evaluation, somehow.
When I get home a woman knocks on my door, I invite her in. I live in a little jail cell. She psych evals me. We talk very openly and directly, I speak matter-of-factly. I tell her about feeling unhappy, about this sense of lacking I have, and openly admit suicidal ideation. She very professionally simply takes notes and doesn’t interrupt.
She herself has a physical handicap. The back of her head is missing, and is a big open wound, which she has covered with some kind of plastic cap, that is either magical or science fictional, preventing her brains from falling out. The back of her head is just missing, and she has this beige plastic cover across it.
She looks out of a window, sees a couple of teenagers fooling around on the grass outside, and her voice is thick with envy at their innocence and youth. She makes some kind of snarky comment about them. I walk up behind her and place my hands on her hips. She doesn’t reject me. As she doesn’t I put her on the bed and undress her, and we have sex.
Closing my eyes during intercourse, I have the sensation that she takes off her…
